累了就放手吧 不要等到倦了才选择失去

And then I found myself starring at the blank screen on my laptop.

There are so many thoughts floating in my head which I cant even remember which part of the memories I revised and which I left out.

But then I realize I keep questioning myself -

Why do we need to feel attached to someone even if he is already taken or single?

Why cant we just be so independent that we can live alone, watch a movie alone and do groceries alone?

Why cant we have our emotions kept within ourselves and protected against the world that is trying invade your happiness?

I keep having this images of the happy days - but I realize now that those are images that actually bring tears.

Is it true after every storm there is a rainbow and after a rainbow there is the storm again? Both of them cant live without each other.

Can I just give up and move on - leaving all the emotions I have behind and not shedding a tear as i take a step ahead ?

Can I not mind what decisions you make or even try to push myself to look as if everything is fine for me?

And again, I cant find a title for this post.