Tuesday, June 23, 2009

A Song

We heard the song over the radio.. You laughed saying that the lyrics was stupid and it doesnt make sense. Cause i remember the lyrics had a pharse saying something about exchanging the whole universe for a red bean.
I remember everything with you. The good, the bad, the happy and the sad. I am sorry i let you down again. Thanks for tolerating me all these while..I know you tried very hard.
I found the song over the net. It still sing to me sleep every night, cuddling Meeko's cousin sis in my arms..afraid that she will disappear too......
I still miss the breakfast you made.
I still miss the dinner you prepare for me..
I still miss the jokes you told over our dinner table..
I still miss the way you hate the song when its play over the radio..
I still miss all the expressions you have, just to make me smile..
I still miss the way we fight for Footy..
I still miss...............................
There are so many things....
so many things i want to tell you... so many things....



习惯是琥珀 泪一滴滴 被反锁
情书再不朽 淹没成沙漏
青春的上游 白云飞走苍狗与海鸥
闪过的念头 澄澄的溜走
命运好幽默 让爱的人都沉默
一整个宇宙 换一颗红豆
回忆如困兽 寂寞太久 而渐渐温柔
放开了拳头 反而更自由
慢动作 缱绻胶卷 重播默片 定格一瞬间
我们在告别的演唱会 说好不再见
你写给我 我的第一首歌
你和我 十指紧扣 默写前奏
可是那然后呢
还好我有 我这一首情歌
轻轻的 轻轻哼着 哭着笑着
我的 天长地久
命运好幽默 让爱的人都沉默
一整个宇宙 换一颗红豆
回忆如困兽 寂寞太久 而渐渐温柔
放开了拳头 反而更自由
长镜头 越拉越远 越拉越远 事隔好几年
我们在 怀念的演唱会 礼貌的吻别
你写给我 我的第一首歌
你和我 十指紧扣 默写前奏
可是那然后呢
还好我有 我这一首情歌
轻轻的 轻轻哼着 哭着笑着
我的 天长地久
陪我唱歌 清唱你的情歌
舍不得 割断副歌 心还热着
也该告一段落
不期待我下一首情歌
生命宛如 静静的 相雍的河
永远 天长地久

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Weird Dream

I had this weird dream the other nights. Been haunting me all along.
Its dreaming about being all alone.
Tried so hard to reach out my hand but there is no one to catch..
Someone picked up my hand and wipe my tears but, in the end i was thrown back to the ground.
Someone whispered to me that i will be ok, someone is there to alwaiz support me, but just when i was about to smile, someone is not there..
I cant see their faces, it was so dark and obviously they dont even have a face. Its just a human figure with blank fronts.
I found myself crying in my dreams..

I wont let myself cry when i wake up. I know i have someone to turn to. I know what i should do. I know myself.

No. I wont screw everything up like i just did in the dream.