I want to make today as the last day i would wait for him.
Waiting for calls
Waiting for messages
Waiting for return
Waiting for surprises
Waiting for hopes
Waiting for disappointments
I know what does it mean by stop waiting for someone - it simply means reduce a little bit of love and expectations and hopes for that person, then you will be able to let go and move on. At least, live your life without having this person to keep bothering you - torturing your thoughts, occupying them every minute.
Some people are lucky enough to not go through the waiting game - they simply have people waiting for them all the time.
They come home, have dinner, sit in front of the tv and then sleep off. Not realizing they arent even spending enough quality time with their love ones.
I dont understand why God gave me this gift of realizing how important other people's feelings are, what love means and why emotions are much much more important to others.
Maybe this gift is giving him unwanted stress - chasing him home everyday - asking what time he will be home bla bla bla.
Even I myself start to be frustrated and irritated with myself - the sense of defeated whenever i pick up the phone and ring him.
I even ask myself - why should I call him so many times when he dont even bother to call or text me during his free time?
So please, give me the strength to stop waiting for all of this BS. Just give me the courage to move on strongly and wisely, become the ME before I met him.
