想念你那可爱的表情了.
想念你调皮的表情.
你总陪伴我吃饭, 上班, 下班, 开车, 聊天...突然觉得世界里没有你的气息
我坦言我很不习惯 我不想习惯......
你不见了 我眼泪落下了.
你还记得吗? 我告诉你眼泪的故事...
每一滴眼泪 是心的碎片.. 我会为你把心的碎片收起... 因为我深信你总有一天会回来.
你会回来对吗?
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Sunday
I realized i do intend to have Amnesia. I find myself forgetting things that i said or promise which i made just a few minutes ago.
That makes me feel like i have split personalities - i find myself in this state where i feel so hopeless, and i dont know what i am suppose to do.
It is like you are being left alone in some car park where you arent even sure where your car is. You are all alone.
I use to feel terrified. There are two personalities of mine : emotional and strong personality.
The emotional Elison is just a pain in the butt - she could cry over small things, being so sensitive, so precise, so tender... whereas the strong character seems to overtake or protects the one who is always weak or have been crying because of somebody else's words. The strong Elison could look so tough but who knows - she is just crying inside, its the pride that holds her back up.
They are in me - and i've got manage them well. They can usually screw things up and piss people off. There are still so many forms of myself yet to be discovered, i am taking the baby steps to know me.
I need some time. Dont ask me for any confirm answer now - i can never give a stable answer because i dont know what i want.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
The Do's and Dont's
Just a friendly reminder for myself : -
1. Do not lose temper on people that does not agree with myself - try accepting disagreements
2. Do not try to test other people's patients, you wont like it when others do unto to you too
3. Do not try to be smart and say something that you are not sure of - you will screw your own ass up
4. Do not try to be funny with time - you will never win it.
5. Do not try to keep things in line - you will never know what is coming, and you will end up building up your own work load.
6. Do not try to be funny with other people - remember that others have their own temper
7. If you do not want to do any work - make sure that you are sitting very far up of others
8. Do not be boastful - you will never know what others plan to do with your smart plan.
9. Be humble and be quiet - try to do what other people are not capable of.
10. Do not compare yourself with others - comparing yourself with the one you were yesterday is tiring enough.
11. Do not live in the past - you have too much to lose in the future.
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