Monday, October 27, 2008

那个午后。。

闷闷的天气 让人有懒散的感觉 偷懒的冲动
看见了午后天上那乌云 想必今晚会下雨吧。。
早早就钻进了被窝 要好好的享受那围绕在身边的清新感
也许过分等待 带来的都是失望吧,

雨 还是没下。

他们说 咖啡是苦涩的, 不管下了多少的糖,多少的奶精,就算加了莫卡; 也只不过能让咖啡更香。
伤感的歌词里, 总是用咖啡来形容想念的心情,
其实早已体会到了, 只不过已经把那感觉埋起,淡了, 遗忘了。

人 总是那么天真吧

利用过分的单纯来欺骗自己。

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

The 21st

Juz in a blink of the eye, we passed 9 months' 21st. Haha.. as recorded in my bible, on 21st of Jan was the day i nod my head and he flew out of his head. Okay, up to this point i understand most of the people dun know what i am crapping about. Anyway, 21 is the anniversary (month-nasary to be exact XD) for both of us - just a day to remember and be happy about ~ ^^ If is not this day in the calender, there wont be us... right?

It is also my sis's day to remember although she started off in february. Her dear dear gave her his homemade card with some sweet words in it. Haha.. schooling life. So exciting yet so pure.

Today I started my day with a cup of milo (eh not a cup of nescafe meh?!) and just blur blur whole day. I only woke up when i was going back home.. i met my dear who came all the way to see me from times square to my station, we took a ride back and he drop off at the times square station. I woke up is becoz a malay woman stepped on my poor toes so hard that it was like being rolled over a vehicle (waaa kua jiong abit)

Yesterday i went to the cold storage with my dear, FINALLY I GOT CHOCO BABY!!!!!! Darn happy.. thanks to dear ~ ^*^

HAPPY MONTH-LI-NERSARY

Monday, October 20, 2008

Nice songs to share~

Recently kept myself update and hung on to Jay's new album. A fantasy design with Jay himself starring as a magician.. I heard that it was damn cool but I dint see it myself thou =.= I almost bought it when i was in Singapore... BUT.....it was just a preorder session.. so i guess it just defeat the purpose for me purchasing it in Singapore and WAITING for it in Malaysia.


Here are the MTV i want to share..

Jay's - Could you give me a song's duration?



Jay's - The prosperity we promised



Jay's - Paddy Fragrance




I believe some people might think the title of the song is kinda funny.. but please bare with me.. i just did a DIRECT translation from the original mandarin title.. hehe forgive me for my limited language knowledge. The three is the songs i recently tune on too... i find the rhythm so nice and fascinating... woooooo Believe me, i know some people already notice that Jay was acting (or in other words - imitating) some other guy in the first MTV i posted.. I do find it similar with the dancing steps and gesture with Chris Brown.. Maybe Jay is also looking out for him ^^

Although i like his songs, as for the dancing part, I still prefer Chris Brown. His songs bring me special meaning too~ Hope you guys enjoy it~

The Innocent Test (Quoted from CKT blog)

A Madam was having trouble with one of her students in 1st Grade class.

Madam asked,'Boy. what is your problem?'

Boy answered, 'I'm too smart for the first-grade.My sister is in the third-grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 4th Grade!'

Madam had enough. She took the Boy to the principal's office. While the Boy waited in the outer office, madam explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Madam he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the first-grade and behave.

She agreed.

The Boy was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test.

Principal: 'What is 3 x 3?'

Boy.: '9'.

Principal: 'What is 6 x 6?'

Boy.: '36'.

And so it went with every question the principal thought a 4th grade should know. The principal looks at Madam and tells her, 'I think Boy can go to the 4th grade.'

Madam says to the principal, 'I have some of my own questions.Can I ask him ?'

The principal and Boy both agreed.

Madam asks, 'What does a cow have four of that I have only two of'?

Boy, after a moment 'Legs.'

Madam: 'What is in your pants that you have but I do not have?'

Boy.: 'Pockets.'

Madam: What starts with a C and ends with a T, is hairy, oval, delicious and contains thin whitish liquid?

Boy.: Coconut

Madam: What goes in hard and pink then comes out soft And sticky?

The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer,

Boy was taking charge.

Boy.: Bubblegum

Madam: What does a man do standing up, a woman does sitting down and a dog does on three legs?

The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer...

Boy.: Shake hands

Madam: You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up. I get wet before you do.

Boy.: Tent

Madam: A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you're bored. The best man always has me first.

The Principal was looking restless, a bit tense and took one large Patiala Vodka peg..

Boy.: Wedding Ring

Madam: I come in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When you blow me, you feel good.

Boy.: Nose

Madam: I have a stiff shaft. My tip penetrates. I come with a quiver.

Boy.: Arrow

Madam: What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' that means lot of heat and excitement?

Boy: Fire truck

Madam: What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' & if u don't get it, u have to use ur hand.

Boy.: Fork

Madam: What is it that all men have one of it's longer on some men than on others, the pope doesn't use his and a man gives it to his wife after they're married?

Boy.: SURNAME..

Madam: What part of the man has no bone but has muscles, has lots of veins, like pumping, & is responsible for making love ?

Boy.: HEART.

The principal breathed a sigh of relief and said to the teacher, 'Send this Boy to UNIVERSITY, I got the last ten questions wrong myself!'.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

1st Driving Lessons..

Today i just went for my first driving lessons. To be honest, i am abit nervous. HOHO. Driving a manual car is totally different from a automatic car.. until now i got to say so. The automatic cars are made easy.. you dont really have to remember wat to do or when to do.. just on the accelerator or the brakes; but for manual .. you need to think when to step on the cluster and when to let it go SLOWLY and GENTLY..

I set off in my shaky wet hands on the sterring wheel and slowly went around the neighbourhood. Then the uncle directed me to go out of the neighbourhood and went a big round from Permaisuri until Tesco roundabout.. then across Midah and U-turning back to Taman Pertama, then only we head back to my area. Phew.. I was really shaky.. there is a lot of cars on the road today.. but luckily i din bump into anyone or pissed uncle off.. hoho

In a nut shell, it was a great experience.. i just hope to get my liecence ASAP... I WAN TO DRIVE !!!!!!!

Saturday, October 18, 2008

一首歌的时间

犹记得他坐在我的面前

那半睡的脸

眼睛却注视在他面前的我

那忙着撒娇的我

那眼光格外温柔

视线不曾离开

外边阳光斜射

阳光温和起室内空气

嘴角挂起了微笑

他 无可奈何

半遮嘴角

露出了幸福的微笑



我只用了一首歌的时间
重温了那瞬间的幸福




你只用了一首歌的时间
证明了
我是多么的重要

Why Girls are Born to Shop?

Saturday. Shopping day for girls. A big hug and thank you to my dear who accompanied me walking all around Sungei Wang to shop for my stuff. In return, i got myself the desired bag i longed for quite a century, a new shirt and SUB pants. My dear looked around for his target stuff and got himself a comic book.. ^^



I will update the blog with some new pics of my new room setting. My room is now more for movies until late nite. Coozy light, zen style bed, ikea furniture... woooooo i just love my room now.. i just enjoy the nite i sit on my bed with my sis, watching some HK drama from the pc in the air con room.. dim lights... cool environment... nice movies.... whooooooooo AWESOME



Today we ran over the neighbourhood and dropped by Doggie Doggie pet shop, we saw a couple of shiz tsu, small dogs and a darn nice Siberian Husky. He has the grey white coating, copper eyes on both side and champion line family background.. What amazed me is not these, what makes my mouth drop open wide is that he is just so obedient... awww ..so cute of him.. as compare to Ronnie, she is just a spoilt princess. Haiz, my failure.. i just gave in too much when she was still young. IF i had the money, IF i had the compound, IF i had the time, IF i had the bangalow, I WILL JUST BUY THAT FELLA. I swear.

The stuff i got for this weekend.. ^^


F.Timber document handbag for MYR 59.90 from Parkson

My SUB pants for MYR 142.70 after discount

My Comma shirt for MYR 36.00

The cute Cinnamoroll rug for MYR 20.00 from Times Square

OH , and the picture of me hung up on the streets of Russia, just beside a CD shop.

PRICELESS! ^^

Thursday, October 16, 2008

The Finger Accident

This morning i jammed my finger between the gate .. and that impact just woke me up from my sleepy head. I was closing the heavy (maybe NOT that heavy) iron gate just before the car porch and i dint notice that my left hand middle finger was still in between the gap. I was pulling the door with my hand and i din have enuf time to "escape" my innocent finger from the tragedy. Pity it.. now its all red and still ache when i type on the keyboard. Sob Sob.. it hurts...

Last nite wasnt a really good conversation with my dear. I was damn busy with my friends and i really did set him aside.. I wont do it again coz i know how it feels.. on top of that, he was tired but then he wanted to wait for the time when i go to bed so that he could call me .. honestly i feel guilty to lease my temper on him... T.T i am so so sorry dear.....

Its been raining again these days.. the cloudy sky just reports itself around 4 something.. just hope i get the sunshine again.. kinda miss the evening sunsets.. lolx

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Rainy days

These days could be concluded as the wet days.. it would be raining when i am going for lunch or going home.. haiz.. i alwaiz get my feet so soggy and wet.. and when i am entering an air conditioned room or the monorial, it just freeeeze... arghhh i hate it!

Adapting to the new office life now, and i finally understand why working people just love to sleep early.. YOU GOT TO SLEEP EARLY...coz we will be damn sleepy when the afternoon comes, usually after the lunch =.=

When i went back home this evening, it was pour shit and a stupid motorcyclist just ramped beside me and debbie.. we was walking on the shoulder of the road and the pool of water just splash on us - causing our long pants dripping wet ARGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was like so damn cold on the monorial.. both of us was sitting so still in the train..

I met up with my dear again.. lolx although when i go back its damn pack and i need to actually stick to the door.. but its worth it~ so happy ~ ^^ the monorial was so darn packed.. i was actually half of my body out of the monorial and i need to just squash myself into the stupid pile of people and wait for the door to close before i can relax abit.. really had a tough day .. my legs are so tired T^T

Recently i fell in love with a song in the Jay new album.. its call 女人红 and 稻香.. i just love it.. besides that, the songs from dear is also nice ^^ recently listening to both english and chinese songs.. Love Bug - Jonas Brothers, T-shirt by shontelle.... etc etc etc.. there are so many wooooooo i just love the hitz.. i swear i am gonna get myself a mp3.. my hp is suffering from power shortage everyday becoz i am so addicted to songs ~~~

Sunday, October 12, 2008

STOP

I've got to stop wat i am feeling right now. I've got to stop thinking negatively. I've got to stop hurting or destroying watever i have build up with him. I've got to stop being childish. I've got to stop those god damn tears.

Why am i making him feel so guilty over such a small matter?
Why cant i just be myself again?
Why am i just circling the same issue so long?
Why am i not thinking positively and thinking so negatively?
Why am i being so sensitive?
Why am i not acting mature?
Why am i keep letting him blame himself?
Why am i not sweet talking him back?
Why am i have not changed so long?

WHY AM I SO STUPID?

12102008 : 23:06

泪水在眼眶里决了堤。。

一首歌,

带来的不只是不快乐的回忆

也带来了不想要的泪水

这首歌,

我喜欢它的旋律,

不喜欢它带给我的回忆

更不喜欢它带给我现在的泪水

加油啊。。。。

最近常有事情烦心,真的很烦很烦, 我整个人都暴躁起来了。。开始工作了一个星期 开始适应了那里的生活,同事都蛮逗的 这也是这几个月里少许的安慰吧。 家里发生的事情让我真的很不开心 回家眉头不仅又皱了起来。

你常说教我要耐心,不要跟我爸妈吵起来,不要想那些不开心的事情。。可是难免阿, 我只能说我真的很心急,心急着让你也加入我家庭啊。。这是我的作风吧, 我要得到的东西,我一定要得到, 因为我已经错过了很多很多。 是时候为我自己本身的快乐做些什么。

11月要参加毕业典礼了,自从小时候就很渴望21岁的我。。毕业了,开始工作,就连生日或者什么都有你跟我一起。 我们可以一起,可是这样你快乐吗?我不想把你藏起来,本就不该把你藏起来阿。。我要你见我所有的亲人 好让他们都知道你是谁。。难道这样都很难么?

对我来说,我面临的是专制,无法理喻的对待,真的好辛苦,就连出门都得得到批准。 这是什么嘛,我不是12岁小孩了 难道我自己都不能掌控自己的时间了吗????

最近吃东西的分量很少,我想大概是心情影响吧。。就当乘着这机会好好的减肥吧

*P.S ELISON 加油哦!

Friday, October 10, 2008

The Very FIRST Week

This is the first week working in the new company... nice environment... friendly collegues... sounds perfect~ hmmmm BUT ... (juz thinking why good things alwaiz follow with a but..) I really really must put alot of effort in understand the OS working system, the software back end working processes..... WHOA.... really got alot to pick up... i admit i am NOOB

Today went for lunch with dear and our team leader - Chin, Debbie as well as Morgan... all of us are newbies... Now only i realize the people we call to seek for help are really kesian sometimes, we keep shouting to them over the phone and its not their fault causing the hard disk crash or system down.. its got nothing to do wit them honestly lol.. and yet it is their responsible to keep us calm and trying their damn best to solve the problems for us.. I dint really come to think of that... admit i am still INNOCENT xD

I am still now really familiar with the place around my office.. i guess i need more lunch time to sacrifize and go with the seniors to lunch so i can pick up really nice food around the office.. Recently i am just thinking really hard to make a way how to remember all the procedures, id and passwords for the access to the softwares and server... ITS NOT EASY .... T.T sob sob

But i believe.. the seniors will be more "san fu" to set us up.. coz i am really a NOOB.......... T.T thanks to Azlan, Sam, Chin and Foo for the teachings ~ Debbie and Morgan for the supports and exploring together ^^

Monday, October 6, 2008

Every Little Thing

First day of work.. kinda hard to express my feelings, feelin weird most of the time. New environment, new faces, new atmosphere, new challenge. Just like what my dear said, everyone has first try, first time... today is my first day at work. FIRST day AGAIN! ARGHHH i guess when we stop having first times we should admit that we are old.


After a couple of decades on idea scheduling, discussions, imagining, planning and budgeting - me and sis finally had the pass to make over our room. 2 semesters back i changed the cupboard and now is time to forgo the two tables and replace it with a dressing table and a small white square table. We went to Ikea for the table and lights as well as a notice board which turns out to be just what we are looking for ~ ^^ thus, today i meet up with my dear after work and we walked in times square for a couple of minutes, i spotted a baby cinnamon carpet just for 20 bucks. Immediately i bought it.. but unfortunately my mom told me to bring in it after every thing and every piece of furniture has been settled.. so i troubled my dear to bring it back for me first... hehe so sweet of him ^^

First day at work, the whole day was on briefing and training. Both me and debbie was stuck up in a cold cold meeting room looking at the PPT slides.. wooooo its really cold just like the com labs in INTI... how i miss the uni now... the times we were wearing slippers and caps to classes, eating in the class... all sweet memories

should i just shout out : WELCOME TO THE WORKING WORLD! a.k.a Boring life.

p.s : Every little thing is NOT a japanese song with a peaceful and nice rhytmn ... its the name of the band.. according to ham ham's reference....kinda miss it now

Friday, October 3, 2008

3D2N spend in Singapore

Last Sunday i set out for Singapore with my cousin bro - Keith, sweetie Adele, her sister - Ada and another gal - April. I remember that i woke up hell early in the morning... with those goggy eyes and black eye bags, i dragged myself to the bathroom which reminds me of my high school days - torturing~ xD

My cousin bro came with his car and then we set off to Adele's house which is located at Subang. We joined their family for breakfast which was an wake up call for me. Their house is very very warm and nice ~ Thanks for everything ya ! ^^
The traffic was amazingly smooth on the way and we reached JB in just a couple of hours... not as long as i remembered orelse i will be dead when i reach. We spend the first night in JB's Princess Hotel but then we immediately ran off to Singapore's science center as soon as we checked in.


This is the hotel we stayed in JB...



The room~~


Three of us at the lobby


We then spend the whole day in the science center.. honestly.. i din really get the information from the center...i admit the science cells in me are all dead =.= The second day we stayed in Swissotel Merchant Road which was a very berry nice hotel.. just love the view and the interior design of the hotel XD..


We visted Sentosa Island on the second day... Underwater world, Dohplin lagoon, Ludge ranch, Imbiah look out point for coffee and the huge Singapore Lion Statue. Honestly we din have much time to explore the whole island becoz we spend almost half a day getting lost in Singapore island itself.... lolx That nite we had Tony Rumus for dinner ... wuuuuuuu it is so nice.... the baby ribs... the pasta....... just cant forget it!!!


Here i got to admit that Singapore is damn clean and the public transport is so convinient.. It just totally changed my whole idea of public transports. Malaysia's public transports sucks and it brain washed me.... Arghh.. the trains come and go in fast pase.. even the evalators and the people... they are walking like they are rushing for an important meeting somewhere far across the island. WOW. Its just a totally different world.


Here are just some of the pictures... more of them... u can go to my facebook and take a peep. We had a professional camera gal on board and so it is proud to show all the pics we took ^^ Thanks Ada!

In sunglasses

The lion~

After the Luge ride.. on the sky ride~

At Imbiah look out - Sentosa Island

Sentosa Island beautiful beach