原来

当一个人告诉你，你可以把所有的心事都告诉他的时候，请你自己也要保留一些．．不是每个人的心都能负荷你那没有经过过滤，经过理智思考，毫无掩饰的心事．．

虽然知道，有时候这么想不理智，不对，　可是我想问的是，你能压抑自己的感觉么？　一件事情让你难过，让你难受，让你失望．．　你可以控制么？　

如果可以控制，如果可以先思考再选择说要不要难过，要不要失望．．这不是心事．也许那是心情吧．．．

一个你相信可以什么都托付给他的人让你失望是一种怎么样的感觉？跟被出卖的感觉是一样的　－我２４岁，真正的了解，感受到了．．

女人谈心，只想聆听者．就算你给的意见很不符合，也没关系，　她只是需要一个聆听者．．

我又回到了原点．．我还是别人的一个负担．一种只会带给别人伤感的人．．

原来还是我自己好，起码我无论如何都不会放弃，不会嫌弃我自己的人．

面子书

在面子书上看见黑人老大的update ：

陈建州：她是我的超级天后。。我好骄傲有这么棒这么会唱的老婆！！！

无可否认，在心底某一处有种酸溜溜的感觉　－我想每个女孩都想自己的另一半会因为自己而引以为傲吧。。

可是我怎么会感觉　

陪我逛街买东西，你总提不起劲；

陪我做一些我感兴趣的事情你有点闷闷的感觉；

跟我聊电话会没有话题；

　

等我的时候总是要按电话，

　

让你帮我拎东西你说裤袋放了太多东西走路不方便，

我不开心你不是抱着我反而自己发闷气然后走开。。

也许我自己想太多？太敏感了？我自己太没有自信？

感觉时好时坏，可是我很侥幸自己早已经学会了，所以很快就可以把这些负面和不开心的心情挥霍掉。。

当缺乏安全感的时刻来临，我自己躲远远的，不想不听不说不哭不闹不气　

咕噜一声吞掉就好。。

Shower Cap & Puppy

It always about the creativity that makes your morning - I found mine unbelievable ultimate sensitive sense of humor in the morning.

I was leaving my house for work, when I came to the cross road where a scene took place and kept me laughing for the whole morning.

Just beside the peaceful road, stands this auntie in her shower cap and sleeping gown with a tooth brush stuck in her mouth with a puppy tug under her arm.

I am not sure what tickle my laughing nerves but I was laughing away when I saw her.

The puppy looks so lost and confused where the auntie has this blur + slumber + innocent look on her face...

Its so easy to stay happy and it is also just a snap of your fingers to make yourself solemn - To be happy or not, choices are yours.

I just realized a friend of mine from primary school Standard 3 B class is working in Prometric finance team. And I just so happen ask her name ( I had been observing her for the past few days) it found out that she is one of my close friends during those days!

Phewwwwww ~ I am drifting on to memory lane again ..

This time with Choki Choki of course .. LOL

Another Year Has Gone By.

Checking from the last post I posted it was already year (LOL). People use to say a year passes in a blink of the eye but hey, alot of things happened and took place.

Noticing the little parts that changed in me guess i am now ready to head for the 2nd milestone.

Seeing what i didnt expected and seeing what is not expected is always never a easy change to accommodate.

Here i am - in 2011 - Stronger. Independent. Matured. Capable and unfortunately older.