Sunday, October 12, 2008

STOP

I've got to stop wat i am feeling right now. I've got to stop thinking negatively. I've got to stop hurting or destroying watever i have build up with him. I've got to stop being childish. I've got to stop those god damn tears.

Why am i making him feel so guilty over such a small matter?
Why cant i just be myself again?
Why am i just circling the same issue so long?
Why am i not thinking positively and thinking so negatively?
Why am i being so sensitive?
Why am i not acting mature?
Why am i keep letting him blame himself?
Why am i not sweet talking him back?
Why am i have not changed so long?

WHY AM I SO STUPID?

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