That makes me feel like i have split personalities - i find myself in this state where i feel so hopeless, and i dont know what i am suppose to do.
It is like you are being left alone in some car park where you arent even sure where your car is. You are all alone.
I use to feel terrified. There are two personalities of mine : emotional and strong personality.
The emotional Elison is just a pain in the butt - she could cry over small things, being so sensitive, so precise, so tender... whereas the strong character seems to overtake or protects the one who is always weak or have been crying because of somebody else's words. The strong Elison could look so tough but who knows - she is just crying inside, its the pride that holds her back up.
They are in me - and i've got manage them well. They can usually screw things up and piss people off. There are still so many forms of myself yet to be discovered, i am taking the baby steps to know me.
I need some time. Dont ask me for any confirm answer now - i can never give a stable answer because i dont know what i want.
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We all feel this way at times. It's not two personalities just one person looking for more. There is much more to know you are right. Gal.5:22 look it up, you will be surprised.
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